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• The weiredest Criss dream I have ever had!!!!

  3/6/08 6 Comments

  Last night I had a dream about Criss that was weird but I loved it!!!

  Here it goes-

  First I was a Monster Music which you know is his brothers music store in Long Island. Anyway I saw him. No one else was there except me and him I was sooo confused! I walked up to him touched him face and fell down and passed out. The next thing I know it was black then I opened my eyes and he was right there he was holding my hand and asking me questions like “Are you ok?” and Stuff like that then he asked me if I want some water. I said “Yes please!” I dont know where he got it but he came back with a glass of water and a pillow. I said “Thanks so much babe!” I kind of sat up and he said “Are you feeling better?” I said “Yeah a little.” And smiled he smiled back and said “Why did you pass out?” I said “I dont know. But I’m sure it had something to do with you” He laughed I laughed too. Was going to get up up and ran to help me I was half way half way of the floor when I said “Thanks you” Then we both tripped and I landed in his arms. I looked in his eyes and jumped up and turned away from him and started to cry. He got up and walked over to me put his hands on my shoulders turned me around and asked me why I was crying. I couldn’t even look at him. He hugged me and didn’t let go. He held me while I cried. I stopped for a min and looked up at him. He said “Well are you going to tell me?” I said “I love you.” He lifted me chin and we kissed I dont mean kiss I mean KISSED. lol Anyway I talked to him about how I though he was acting different and how It was scaring me and how I just want my angel back. The next thing I knew he was holding me and we were both crying. He said ” I love you….forever.” Then everything went black and Criss was gone then I started to cry again. I was all alone and scared. It went black again and I was back in his arms he I asked him “What happen babe?” He said ” Your fell asleep” He smiled I smiled. Then I woke up for real and remembed what happened and cried in for real. Those moments where I didn’t know where Criss was and I was alone crying in the dark were some of the scariest moments of my life! // tears =]

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• To my loyal friends....

  2/26/08 2 Comments

  Dear loyals,

  I have been reading bulletins about Criss’ beard and what some of you are saying is bothing me. I love all the loyals you are like my family! And I love Criss even more I would take a bullet for him. But this needs to be said and you need to listen. Some people are saying that they dont like his beard. And I’m one of those people. You have your opinion and I have mine. And mine his he looks like a bum! I’m not trying to be mean but its true! Looks are not everything but they do count for alot. He says he doesn’t have time to shave. It takes 5 mins to shave. So he can find 5 hours to go to a club and party but not 5 mins to shave. Thats not the point of this bulletin. The point of this bulletin is that Criss is different and no one notices except me. When I look at him I dont see the beard thats not what I mean by different even though I really dont like it thats not why. When I look at him I dont see Criss Angel or Christopher Nicholas Sarantakos. I see nothing. And its scaring me. When was the last time he smiled…when was the last time he laughed. I think hes depressed. But I dont know what about. Because some people when they are depressed they eat alot or not at all. Some people cut them self. And some people change their appearance and the things they do on a regular basis… Like Criss lately. When was the last time you saw him without a hat on or with a lollipop. What if? What if…he gets so depressed that…he decides…that he decides that while hes doing a stunt….he’ll really hurt himself…hurt himself…on purpose. If…is such a small word…such a small word…that makes a big… a big…. difference. I have so much more to say but I cant put it into words.

  I doesn’t matter how many times he says hes the same or he ok….

  He not…
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  Please reply and tell me what you think…if you agree, disagree, have something to say or add on. Thnaks =[

  

  This is Criss then…..

  

  

  

  This is Criss now…...

  

  

  

  What about this Criss…...

  This is the Criss we know and love….

  This is our angel…..

  This is the Criss I want back…...

  

  

  

  Now do you see it…

  Why?

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• what?

  2/19/08 1 Comment

  I was watching an episode of Just Jordan. The episode is called “fame game” In the episode the character Tony says to the character Joaquin “What are you a Mindfreak now instead of a regular freak!” And laughed so hard I almost peed myself!! I wonder if they did that on purpose or was it just a coincidence! What you think? =]

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• grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr =[

  2/16/08 2 Comments

  Hey everybody! Today was the worst day ever!!! First I had to wait like 2 hours then it was my turn. So I went in and I got my blood pressure taken and stuff. The nurse her name is Judy I love her! Shes the best! I love ever one there! I have been going to the same place since I was a baby so their like my family anyway… She gave me the shoots and while she was I was laughing so hard! It hurt I had to get 2 of them! Grrr! Anyway I was walking out and I felt really bad! I was like God help me and Miranda herd me and was like wtf? What happened was I was dizzy and I could not hear out of my right ear I was stumbling I looked like I was drunk! I was pale1 I was half way to the car when I turned to my dad and said daddy told him what was wrong ! I was sooooo scared! We I paniced and we went back in I found Judy and told her she took me back to the room took my blood pressure and stuff it was high. My heart was beating fast and I looked really bad I started crying and was like Judy I dont want to go deaf! She told me to lie down and the doctor came back told me that I was not the injection it was me like getting up and walking and stuff. Which was a lie I think it had something to do with the medicine. Anyway I had water and my color came back and I left me and Miranda went to eat and now I guess I’m ok but I still dont feel that good. I’m sore all over! Grrr! =]

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• AWWWW

  2/15/08 2 Comments

  My Teddy Bear!!!!

  

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